04. SoLoner (Prod. Klive Kraven)

This is to those rare breeds...of loner wolves. You are all you will ever truly have, you need to accept that. Bet that...

These traditions have warped us mutilated independence
nothing is forever no relationship or friendship
why the hell are we pretendin'? We all die alone
how well can ya know yourself if you never spend time alone?
everyone got thrown out my mix served my EVECTion notice
extrovert lifestyle I tried was all bogus
the dead weight & negligent part time fans & friends
I was always the introvert I'll never stray away again
fuck the overrated & all the time I waited & debated
& hesitated letting it all damage my patience
I finally dropped the stupid trend woke up & moved on
stupid ideologies we need friends, boy are you wrong
you need you & to embrace being on your own & not weak
& if you make it through the lame loneliness you'll see
I was living in delusions with poisonous desires
like trapped in a coma while the house was on fire

I retired from that stupid crap, you want it you can have it. I know when enough is enough...

(chorus)
How I ride how I fly as I grow older
this is my life & my right SoLoner

I conformed to a sham then BAM I finally accepted how I am, true Isolated Lone Wolf man
it paralyzed me for years but now I took a stand
big circles big problems like traffic jams
you can't be terrified to enjoy your own company
can have some GREAT times by yourself it is lovely
don't cling onto people that shit's bad for your health
that's like banishing yourself into your own hell
don't search for things about yourself through another person
aren't you tired of that shit? Why aren't ya learnin'?
Being alone means standing strong
I used to have that quite backwards & wrong
realizations came pouring out like the smoke from the bong
then my mind elevated & more pain was gone
asking if I get lonely I don't know what that is
Ya mean feeling needy for others & act like a bitch?

Nah sorry I don't feel ya on that shit, not anymore...

(Chorus)

the shame through generations for living in solitude
fuck conformists do what ya gotta do don't let it bother you
caring what too many think you're around too many people
stop diminishing yourself treat yourself as a equal
needing the wrong things makes everything hopeless
only indulge others in small doses
stand strong by yourself then no one can knock ya down
I've become a king of solitude in this lost & found
I don't get this how it's treated as a sickness
I'm always outnumbered in this topic like it's listless
I know I'm neglected & unaccepted I get it
we're just different motherfucker I can just admit it
I'm a wolf amongst the carbon copy sheep
I don't get lonely another reason I get sleep
evade what's causing panic before I stab it in the dome
shunning all the aberration as I vanish in the smoke

(Chorus)

I don't fall for these things that try to pull me down & damage me
catastrophes, like all the times they abandoned me
on another note, you're not my girl you're his problem now
light up a blunt take a bow then disappear in the clouds

I can't wait for you, had all I can take from you