money chaserz bunny capers got the mic only to collect plenty papers but I'm gunnin' haters you wouldn't know "real" if it sat on your nose run a pipe saw through your dome & leave a black rose you got no love you couldn't care less make no one impressed when you act like you're the best go buy the top bulletproof vest it won't protect cuz I'll take it when I'm done breaking your head & neck you got no love cuz you have you have no heart but see I hail from the dark I'll tear them apart music saves lives don't you ever take advantage only out for dollars? I'll splatter you faggots shit talked by a baller bitch I'm not average step up shot caller cuz I'ma fuckin' maverick flashing a gold chain saying "fuck the rap mang" will be your last words cuz I'm blasting wack fakes motherfuckers won't disrespect something I love just out to get paid? I'll show you what the fuck is up your money means nothing in the alligator’s mouth a fake punk murdered from a man underground (chorus) step aside music gold digger got no respect I'm the grave filler greed equals death all about the checks I hate everyone with no love or respect everyone needs to get paid now this is true but without even liking the profession you're a fool you be looking all retarded wearin all the fashion plus you think you're better, know how fuckin stupid you acting? this ain't some game it's why I'm alive & my passion I don't care about your label I'll pile drive you through a table step out my face with your money stack undeserver plus I'll look better in those threads when you're murdered all those fyne chicks in your video ain't impressing "god he's a bitch!" is what I got your crew confessin' you're fulla yourself cuz you're on your own dick without your connections you really ain't shit can't learn a lesson? well learn about this you're a greedy little hating racist weak ass prick I know to you I'm just a ghetto poor punk but I'm realer then all your weak fictional junk look down on me & laugh that's ok cuz someone's out there above you doing the same you make me sick with your annoying fuckin songs but you'll learn some shit soon on that I'm not wrong

I'm no robot or drone & if I was you have no remote control or knowledge known so shove it up your hole even if you meant something I wouldn't change for a sec because it would only give me something to regret if you can't feel me that's your fault I'm not to blame because I can't make the blind see things anyway the message is clear as you keep away in fear but the differences are major it creates so many haters you wanna see another person just like you? then use a mirror I'm not you or inferior when you look at me you see filth not a person but it shows you never listened to the difference of the version (Chorus) you can't change me but only hate me your beliefs are yours so keep' em all to yourself you're nothing perfect, at least not in this hell you got a stupid belief that you're a flawless individual the way that mind of yours works is straight up pitiful all I can think about is you feeling tremendous pain for all the fucked up things you tried to shove in my brain I have come too far & learned such an amount you can't see in my mind so of course you would doubt slammin me with lectures & bullshit that berates me but what ya still haven't learned is that can't phase me act a saint with your hate it won't change the truth I will never change for anyone but me so fuck you I will never be you I don't wanna be

Man how many times are you bitchmade pansies gonna threaten me? talk is fuckin cheap so until you got the bravery to walk the shit you can talk shut the fuck up...ok? it's that easy...so if you wanna do somethin....DO something! you aren't a killer or thug ya never was or will be if you was you'da already killed me seein so many threats on the net don't waste your breath I hope ya step then you'll see the outcome of disrespect a mouth ain't nothing but punk fuckin' trash that'll get a knife in it & a neck fully slashed all you no life-having fucks wasting my time I'm luving the attention from your petty hateful lives (Chorus) stop the talking close your lips you better come for me hate me till ya bleed cuz misery loves company you speak bullshit like it's real like I'm a copycat or trendy man you'd have a life if it wasn't all envy so many wanna diss cuz they can't be you & escalate that shit cuz they can't stand the truth even if you could you wouldn't fight me dude that's a how a motherfucker ends up in i.c.u. I see you're obsessed with me so I'll say this again there's no stoppin' my destiny, so get off my dick I'm still here, I'm waiting so anxiously....& you're still just talking....bitch! I hear your nonsense & I try to understand it but there's nothing but ignorance pouring out the mouth of faggots it's a fact I snap like a bear trap you're scared that I'ma prove you wrong for hating no intimidation, you're faking everything you feel everything you speak everything you think of me raising the hate making mistakes getting knee-deep in things

[VECT] from the bullshit an pettiness that fill this earth from the backstabbers hypocrites & all those jerks the evil you've installed in me grew is what I knew baffle my mind with your religion ensued me to find my own faith in what I do just me alone to teach myself righteousness becuz you expect perfection but that's a fake made story I'm growing in this planet seeking my glory love isn't there like god in his house I fallow no one's style I stay on my own route I fear no fate to hell because it's this world yet another reason I've been torn by these snake girls as prejudice surrounds me as rumors are spread my desire is to see you weakling's dead see I listen & learn but ya never be my boss in this filthy planet it's best for me to flip tha cross (chorus) when love is destroyed or faith is lost that's why this motherfucker flips tha cross when dreams are ruined & promises tossed that's why this motherfucker flips tha cross when betrayal attacks & lies are caused that's why this motherfucker flips tha cross when depression is building & pain is all I saw that's why this motherfucker flips tha cross [Mad Choppa] reppin' 666 with the 7 deadly sins let's pretend it's the end the beginning of apocalypse what you know about this? nothing human ya frontin' now just sit back & ya might learn somethin' no solace in religion can't believe in superstition every time I flip tha cross somebody gotta start the bitchin' know my fate is my decision in the life that I've been given maybe you would know if it was my life you were livin' can't pay the cost cuz my faith is lost my struggles over for the top spot man I better stop all my dreams are ruined & my promises tossed so I had no other choice then to flip tha cross [VECT] blackened soul that resides inside my bod I'ma sinister I don't need help from your god contaminated with greed people worse then me where people let their best friends die what else should I believe? in a world this cold I'ma fallow my heart can't rely on anyone so I stay in the dark this world is like a cavity that shoulda been flossed there's a few more reasons why I choose to flip tha cross [Mad Choppa] if man is believed to worship this entity & the statues of Christ really cry & bleed I need proof I need to be introduced to the god who let's go of the worst cases of abuse who let's the one's you love die & in your darkest hour turns a blind eye the white light the dark side it doesn't matter what you see you can pray to yours but mine lives within me

Never turn your back....on someone you did wrong I know that face they thought I'd never come their way but that changed when you seen me with a 38. I play it like a bad guy because I'm the villain kill the fuckin enemy if I can get away with killin' you never saw it coming cuz you didn't believe stupid cocksucker finally did your friends screamed never run away from Maniacal V it's like evading death & that cannot be riding by quiet & deep adrenaline ran through my face tellin me to put you to sleep nothing felt as good putting holes in your shirt watching the blood drip & squirt getting even hurts trench on my body bandana over nose I got out the car & blasted 'em more I coulda done it by hand but I wanted you dead fast click clack you can bet that (Chorus) never turn your back on an enemy you can run away but nothing will change I will bring the end capture you in death when you see me next enjoy your last breath can't let things slide so keep in mind it'll catch up in time you can run but can't hide I will bring the end capture you in death when you see me next enjoy your last breath (I caught ya I got cha you had to learn & I taught ya) what's even more bitter is we were friends damn it's a trip how shit comes to a end but it's dead in the past all in the trash you had it coming but didn't wanna face a fact now the front of your face is laying down on your lap I warned you not go there you said "fuck that" your friends were smart cuz I was only out for you it's like insulting my intelligence oh what a wrong move you called it bullshit until I pulled this I put a black rose on your corpse now you know this this beef can't die until you do too & now that you have, fuck you!

I destroy homes I tear families apart I take your children just a start I'm more valued then diamonds more precious then gold the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold if you need me remember I'm easily found I live all around you in school & in town I live with the rich, I live with the poor I live just down the street & maybe next door (Chorus) I am venom I am pain I am now in your brain I am now something you cannot tame in your child's closet & even in the woods if this scares you to death then it certainly should let me take you away & have your last breath I'm sure you've heard of me my name is Crystal Meth I have many names but there's 1 you'll know best I'm sure you've heard of me my name is Crystal Meth my power is awesome try me & you'll see but if you do you may never break free just try me once & I might let you go but if you try me more then I'll own your soul when I possess you you'll steal & you'll lie you'll do what you have to just to get high the crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charm will be worth the pleasure you will feel in my arms now it is too late & you now know this in your heart you are now mine & we shall not ever ever part I can show you more misery then words could ever tell now come take my hand & then let me lead you into hell to hell you give up everything your family your home your money your true friends then you'll be alone I'll take & take till you have no more to give when I finish with you you'll be lucky to live the nightmares I'll give you when you're lying in bed & the voices you'll hear from inside of your head I'll ravage your body I'll control your mind I'll own you completely your life will be mine

you talk shit & you'll see what happens next like choking on my glue while I choke your fuckin' neck I'll punch your face continuously till I crack your skull beat you fuckin senseless against a brick wall find out what it's like with me steppin' outta line apply a breakbreaker & rip apart your spine tamper with an intolerable man I'll drop you on your head onto a garbage can honking on your horn at me at a red light I'll step out my car with a 9 inch black knife walk up to your window & hold it to your neck slice it wide open & ya lose all your breath cops on the way but I have no regret I'm not the stupid retard who pushed the nerves of VECT look I'm just a maniac I don't give a fuck I'll beat your face bloody with the door of your truck dark thoughts in my brain deeply insane people don't know that I'll demolish like a train I tell everyone to leave me alone but they gotta keep pushing & that's when I explode push me & push me & press your luck wit me I'll show you the real horror to fuck wit me I'll walk down your street & hear the dis walk up & bust your face with 1 hit it splits keep your mouth shut & stay the hell away my damage can get fatal when you lay in the grave you flap your lips & talk all the way but I'll strangle you right in the middle of the shit you say what cha don't know about me isn't very safe you better learn quick before it's too late ask somebody if you don't know me I go by the name of Maniacal V don't get in my face or you'll get erased before I start a brand new murder case you don't like me then you better stay away 1 warning motherfucker recognize the insane get on my nerves & catch a hot shit 1 that'll remind you of me to never be forgot I look you in the eye you start to get freaked damn right bitch feel my foot stomp your cheek fuck you, fuck your questions, & should I mention? I'll be carving your mouth up like a dissection you wanna laugh at me? you wanna make fun? but it all stops when I pull out my gun aim it at your head & ask "what!?" yeah that's right shut up you fuckin' cunt the blood spurts to my cheek from the red beam smashing it in you as I maniacally scream you thought you could take me on but you're wrong when I knock your nose through your brain it won't be long no escape now it's time to accept the punishment for you brought to you by VECT

VECT: Ya know where you are? Confuzion: You fucked up now bitch [VECT] rollin out the pad about a quarter to 6 gotta get a move on cuz I'm on the cops list they call it manslaughter, but I call it offense I wonder if they found my torn piece of jeans on the fence hit up Confuzion let him know I'm coming through an tell him be strapped in case we see that crew got my stolen 6-4 fool jacked it from the parking lot of a bar turns out it belonged to this click but fuck them marks they forgot where they are prepare where you go cuz this is the ghetto where everything is sik like a devil if you ain't on that level you're left in the gutter while I'm in your ride raising up the treble UH! cops get involved with the other side but those idiots shoulda watched where they was steppin' ain't that right? [Confuzion] I seen a rich bitch rolling down through my street while I'm sitting on my porch smoking something getting geeked so I laced up my shoes & jumped in my ride this bitch is gonna die with that look in my eye I'm flying pretty fast to get up behind not to close gotta creep like a spy see when I see a spinner start spinning then I start grinning I'ma get that radio rims & your fuckin' women if it ain't when your driving then I start when it's parked I take apart your column & blow out like I was pollen I roll out with the car your parents bought you fucking stupid flossin' & glossin' I ain't in the mood I got the screwdriver some tools & tape dude to tape it on your glass so when I smash you don't hear the crash fast as I I'm out this piece I see you chasing me but I'm already down the fuckin' street (chorus) prepare where you walk prepare where you ride cuz ghetto insanity could end your life stay on your side where you're happy & all that cuz when ya hear the guns clap you'll be entrapped [VECT] you can call me a vulture but you made the mistake shouldn't of tried to creep through my hood like a snake hit the brakes an turn around don't get yourself in some shit with the wrong crowd cuz you fucked up now shoulda stayed on your side fool it ain't friendly around here ya get greeted with a 4-5 me & Confuzion are ghetto brothers 1 piece of advise don't be bring along your mother I see a blinging fool I take that offensive for reals makes me wanna tear you apart cuz you don't know the deal you think it's all gravy an your dollars to protect you but I ain't gonna sit there I'ma take I'm VECT fool [Confuzion] he's VECT I'm C & this where we be we stole the 6-4 rolled & now got the po-po chasing us tryin' to erase us off the fucking map but the trap was VECT's in the back busting his gat 2 holes blown right through their fuckin' windshield & I seen the driver clutch on to his steering wheel I think you hit that motherfucker straight in his neck that's good aim VECT so I give you some respect now I see his car swerving like he's gonna wreck I keep my eyes focused to the road straight ahead in the midst of the smoke then a burst of the flames stay the fuck out the hood bitch our lives ain't the same

I could never stand your people you all doubted real evil so you've all been selected for a dose of my InVECTion I seen your best friend & slammed a nail in his neck this now embarks a murder series from the VECT everyone must now learn the biggest fuckin' lesson I'm out for a conquest without a fuckin' question seen victim number 2 in a food drive-thru had some friends along with so they had to fall too I put a rag in the exhaust I lit it & split rolled outta there with a smile so big straight from the scene to the house of victim 3 knocked on their door & they didn't get to scream the only things they seen were 5 bullets & me vanished in a flash to continue the spree number 4 your lover left the door wide open an easy termination when they don't even know ya the tv up loud as I crept to their chair razor to their throat with a fist full of hair then a dog in their house that tried to attack it didn't have a chance when I broke it's neck & back (Chorus) it was me yeah that's right I killed your homies you said I wouldn't I guess you didn't know me it's the killer inside that you stupid fools invoked I warned you motherfuckers when I spoke I never joked I seen number 5 taking a little morning jog covered in red left 'em dead on the sidewalk police can't find me cuz I'm on the endless move I care nothing about them & nothing about you I seen your friend number 6 getting raped in a car I let it all finish before I blew 'em both apart I take no prisoners fuck the involved now you're going ballistic you cannot stay calm there goes 7 & 8 your siblings walking to school offered 'em a ride I said I knew you chloroformed them both & toss 'em up in the trunk I left carbon dioxide just filling it up now everyone you love is dead but I'm not done 1 more on the list to go here I come

I had loved ones in my life till they said they found god ditch me to fallow it but they don't think it's wrong "misconstrue" my message then they became brainwashed they thought I was an enemy for an inverted cross you're torturing lives with confusion & lies I reject your assumptions & the shit in your mind you're the ones who hate & fear me cuz of an opinion you don't see your hypocrisy because you don't listen there is no god, that's what I believe but unlike you I don't force people to see what I see crying over a movie that could be fiction bitches y'all are too damn suspicious making me more vicious I don't hate Christ cuz I don't know who the fuck he is & you use this Satan thing to dump your problems in don't act like you know until it's before your eyes you can never know anything until you have died (Chorus) tell me though how's it feel to be a fuckin' drone with no conscience but a myth & no mind of your own shut your mouth shut your book this way of life is a hoax I live forever by my heart cuz your scriptures are a joke I have no atonement for a lord I never met I am free & myself, you are fear & regret what will you say when your world falls down? tell me where is your parasite god now? go to a place & listen to a story can't stand the truth so go on & ignore me these religionists be thinking that they're perfect angels you think you're better then me? I'll break your back in every angle coming at me like a friend or pretend you're impeccable don't insult me you're no better though like you I would never become a slave of religion but you're nothing brave just afraid with the way you're livin' it's funny how crooked society really is that collar kids no morals for their self so they fallow this I respect whatever you choose or how ya live but not for an arrogant hateful son of a bitch you can't save me or change me with a book or sermon I would rather be murdered then be made to worship I hate sheep of any kind they should all be beaten how can you believe in something when you never seen it? fuck heaven even if it is in the sky & the shit in your mind I promise peace you won't find God may exist to me it's a doubt but who the fuck made you think a church is his house? go run & join the herd every Sunday but like me maybe you'll realize it's all a joke 1 day I fallow my heart it's something you could never do cuz your mind is cluttered & fluttered with the god & devil who gives a fuck? when the time comes I'll accept whatever till then I don't have those thoughts cuz they're severed you'll never be better then me with water or spells though I'm already there you say I'm going to hell do I fallow Buddha, Satan, Jesus, or Allah? fuck every 1 of 'em I'm the only one I fallow say I poison young minds when you're the 1 molesting keep opinions to yourself & don't dare try to test me

My mind is a prison of uncontrollable terror & discomfort. All I do is try to break out of the cell for freedom & I can't I got no hope I got reality to think positive something's gotta show for it I can't ignore it my thoughts are horrid & people wanna laugh & twist up my words & ridicule I appreciate the help but I don't need nonsense & lies the world is scared of me not many care for me running outta solutions so I guess I need some therapy visions of my own death so nightmarishly I try to go to bed & sleep away the stress but she's there in every dream I can't get any rest I'm taunted & haunted what the fuck I gotta do to get myself right again? anxiety attacks & suicide taunting through all the darkness I'm tryna find a light in it I'm tryna fight again tryna piece myself together but my patience is so thin I don't know what to do I'm so lost within enemies of mine scheming that want me defeated I'm still waitin' with teeth grit stop dreamin' you sons of a bitches want your blood shed like you need it you wanna fight? then bring it bitch I'm fuckin fiendin' I swear to god you must want your attitudes adjusted I swear to god I am not the one you wanna fuck with believe me right now my nerves aren't strong you give me a problem & I'm giving you a brawl (Chorus) help me I cannot breathe this mental stress is fucking me tell me what I do not see if you don't truly get it better keep away from me I'm on edge & militant ready to snap hard nightstick & crowbar in the front seat of the car I'm living in hell & the layers gettin' deeper the flames are gettin higher sanity to expire I know it'd be easier to channel my love to hate but I can't play it crooked unfair or fake my head is poison I don't know how to break free don't blame me my heart starts to race when I see her face no comfort in anything I'ma fuckin mental case trying hard every day to accept this weight people won't shut their fuckin' mouths just for a minute or listen stressin' me & dissin' & bitchin' don't ask me what'll happen cuz I'm not even knowing I drag my nails across my face screaming & exploding I know it's just a matter of time if I'm not in a straight jacket soon I'm taking life do you think for a minute you'll be forgiven? you tested me hard you passed the limit I got the symptoms of insanity but you're misunderstandin' me I'm finished of you just verbally slammin me you corrupted my patience & corroded my memory it took everything I had not to tear you apart fought my transformation to save you abrations you're gonna pay for every time you gave me humiliation when there's no fear in the soul of maniac you oughta watch how you act that's a fact I'm accumulating pain & sick shit getting worse every day with a growing sickness I'm hitting low's that's how it goes when you feel like your heart has a hole no control the liars the hate the sincerity that's fake empty promises & anguish that all of it creates

There are no more days I care to see, I'm just so tired & sick....I need eternal rest.... depressed a mess still someone brought me to life inside again then they brutally killed everything's the same in the burning flames can't pass or thrash the pain can't turn the page life's a bad dream yeah so it's time to break up the pain with lead to my brain what I feel is formidable your lies are unforgivable you'll be terrified seeing the psycho inside wrapped & trapped in tight with no release & it's making me a monster when I want & need peace every decision I make seems to dull I'm full of exhaustion every time dawn hits I think how far goals reach till somethin' stops it hope, love, faith, & belief I lost it death is a high curiosity I feel it's worth a try I'm fading away staying alive (Chorus) No reason no belief all treason no relief no more pain cuz I am no more everything abandoned me but can't no more time after time I push on but why? I don't feel a damn change as I walk in the light there's a demon inside that I must rid so here I am again gun to my chin questions for solutions like "how" "why" & "when" I been having this thought I don't know long it's been there is no more agony that I can bare decadence inside me & it's filling up faster an endless chapter for a hopeless bastard I shall finally end all of hate's fuckin' laughter I'm so tired of my efforts goin' nowhere in use I think it's time for me to just light the damn fuse abuse is all I seem to be rewarded for holdin' more of a reason to be forever sleeping 6 deep in how can I can hold on to something I lost? I feel nailed to the cross as blood pours long I don't need hallucinogenics to drag me down I'd rather hit rock bottom with a crashing sound do not think I'm suggesting you to fallow it's personal & I say fuck tomorrow I'm sorry I am for making your life somber it's aright blame me for making it longer I mean that I do but I'm done feeling worthless I belong dead I fuckin' deserve it you shoulda valued every aching moment when I was here years of the clouding now my sky clears headache from head to toe burning up my soul I got nothing else to turn to 'cept a bullet hole maybe I'll catch up with my friends & my mom so she can slap around a failure & tell me I was wrong life is killing me I'm ending the suffering my gift to the world turned out to be nothing I tried to be recognized but the world lives blind they were afraid to look in my eyes those that turned their back on me do not cry you & I both know your care is a lie people at my funeral pretending like they're missing me now you wish I was here, before you were dising me I can finally find out myself what's on the other side Satan? God? I been waiting long I got bashed an lied to all my life even the truest I thought would never hit me with that knife but they did & I can't let it go now I can't change my mind this is what I chose [Sigh] Shit....fuck it!

I accept your challenge face 2 face you oppose now show no crew no weapons let's see what you know though you claim you're hard I got ya barred by the time I'm finished I'll leave you covered in scars & marks I'll collide straight on like NFL with you ripping out your eyes & peeling off your tissue shed each other's blood sweat breakin' like news reports don't play stupid with me cuz ya shoulda knew before gettin yourself into something you can't handle I'll light you up & burn you like a goddamn candle you called me out so there I stand I can back up my words I'm right here you fag like crossing a highway without lookin' both ways step the fuck up if you're feeling so brave I may be outta my mind but you shoulda known I rep a "maniac" cuz It's a fact that I've shown like in this scenario I get loud like a stereo & smash out your jaw oh something terrible I'll check you, wreck you, disrespect you I'll fuck your health up like an o.d. on meth dude (Chorus) you don't wanna see me you don't wanna go you don't have a clue who you've opposed your ego your mouth I'll show you what is up let's have ourselves a war until 1 of us is done shit's only gonna get completely repugnant you'll be swallowing teeth from your face I punch in you wanna see brutal it's coming like a storm the fire in my eyes burn you with abhor underestimating me got you caught in the corner & I'm not done until you're in the morgue you wanted more than you could take quite a fucking mistake you're gonna find out fast bitch I'm nothing fake however it goes or whatever it takes 1 way or another I will put you in your place & if you wanna draw weapons we can do that too we can bleed any fuckin' way that ya wanna do we can slug it out clean or no holds barred I can break your will or your skull apart it aint over till it's over you will see 1 more reason I represent tha V violent, vicious, villain I am versatile & vengeful like goddamn once you're in this ring of fire you cannot leave not until 1 of us wins or cannot breathe talkin' shit & disrespecting is the same as swinging & I'm not having that either cuz a challenge you're bringing you're not ready for me but now you know it's on your little heaven shall burn I'm screaming like Marcus Bischoff I'm not the 1 you wanna piss off or dis on I see you runnin your mouth then your lips I'm gonna rip off stay out my sight cuz if the chance to fight comes you best of said your prayers & say goodnight son You want a fight? You want a war? I said it before....step! If you dare to oppose me...

You can run...but ya can't hide forever, let 'em know Siny... (Chorus) [Sinykill] just tell me where those enemies are we can shoot up their house or their car just tell me where those ladies stay I can get up in' em & be on my way haters on the list I'm anxious to rip I'm clutching my fist dying like hell to slam the fuck out their lips I can have your blood, Sinykill gets your bitch kinda hard to talk shit with your whole face split you'll get kicked in the jaw you're pissing me off hard headed big mouth prick you're missing the cause I'm done with you like u.p.s. & shipping you off you don't scare me at all don't give a shit who you are y'all amuse me not knowing what you're doing bitch by the time you got it we mobbed your place & ruined it I find you right after I hear my name in vain people get dealt with cuz they're stupid it's a shame you're caught like we're cops on a stakeout knocking fakes out your dumb ideas you oughta pump the brakes pal so what the fuck? I don't hear shit now you got checked & wrecked after we pointed you out we are not friends don't try to condescend you wanna to put on a show but I'll bring it to its end fuck your talk fuck your typing start shit cuz you don't like me but face to face you won't dare wanna fight me will I back off when I'm calm? not fuckin' likely I know a lotta of you fucks startin' what ya can't finish fuck you it's too late to apologize so forget it after you're done middle finger good riddance I don't play that macho shit & don't you threaten me c4 in your house afterwards you'll be regretting things I got no guilt with my conscience I'm intolerant & obnoxious to every 1 of you I'll talk this you aren't tough or thugs with drugs or gangsters runnin' around yelling loud I fuckin hate cha you fuckin' punks aren't proving nothin' now bullshitters you are you got pointed out the moral of this story is....don't start some shit & act like something you're not. I see through you camouflaged bitches. You cannot fool me. Like my homie Choppa said: You don't intimidate me you entertain me. I can tell what you're about....I can point you out like nothing. & you better be fuckin sure when & who you challenge someone or you run your mouth to....cuz it could be someone that'll put your lights the fuck....OUT.

what is my mind? what makes my side? I don't care how I got it I take the pride inside an it shows in my eyes the times born a seed of violence an evil also there for all the good people inside it's heaven & hell never was apart of the racist shell in this world I can good enough taste the hell mind of a madman & good judgment my brain cells die & different ones grow I mess up a lotta times cuz it just works slow memory unstable "dumb" is what I'm labeled I'm diluted but never been polluted years have opened my eyes & it all went to the maniacal mind didn't plan it I don't understand it vulgar vile been there for a while it grew from being on this planet to assist & punish from this mind that's frantic seeing enemies & foes decomposed visions of pain & death with a black rose through all the incidents I keep my mind right I have no fright cuz I lived in fear then I altered my life then I became someone I liked I put my guard up from abuse I took its a thing of pain as big as a book one of the strangest one of weirdest when it comes to a friend I can be the dearest I trust my vibes & can feel if you're devious & yes this minds mischievous what goes around comes around I'm fair with no discrimination prejudice isn't a part of my nation I hold on to purification through the abrasions self destructing thoughts build when my times are low & ill but I give thanks to the mic cuz that's the pain pill agnostic I do everything I can for the ones I luv even I'm exhausted used to be easily fooled had so much love to give but they weren't true & I knew I had to move vigilant about who's next to stab I'll burn them before they burn me an won't be sad but I got my eyes peeled can't roll with anyone that is not real I'm foolish humorous sinister as hell but I fallow my heart true & well take my kindness for weakness you think I'm blind? I ain't stupid anymore can't patronize my mind my mind...my mind

I know nothing is forever....but pain for me seems like it's eternal.... I've come to realize it's just never gonna leave. A little or a lot....in the end....it's all I have. I battle the heavy with myself & the pain it's insane I fight cuz I gotta strive & help my rage in my road of life I hit the speed bumps so hard will there be eternal peace? it feels so far nobody can cure me but numb my pain cuz when I'm speakin' music tongues it relieves the brain cuz I can't bare to reflect on the grisly images & I truly love every 1 of my listeners I'm trapped in a circle I can never re-shape ongoing switches onto me with love & hate pain has done more then touch my name I fall to the floor knowing it won't go away thinking how to kill it with the tears on my face of course you don't get it you don't feel the same why must I receive all the bitterness of life? so you can't blame me for my sickness inside (Chorus) please feel me, that's all I really want cuz all I know is pain it only ends when I'm gone I'ma soul in the fire that's rotting nonstop this pain I take what choice do I have anyway? restless I break & only fall apart until my last day so few people in my life really listen or care but even that I lose like a breeze in the air & so many of you wonder why I change because when I try to care for you, you don't anyway I'm deconstructed of purity evolution of misery frozen in a state of absolute ache happiness is only a mirage that crushes me why must I see everything falling down in front of me? if you're there god I'm fighting please believe but if you love your son why do you leave me to bleed? you're nowhere in the life of Maniacal V do you think I'm bad cuz I believe only what I see? I'm not perfect I make mistakes but I try a sinister mind but a heart so big inside pain brings love, love brings pain I'm no pessimist my truth is just here to stay did I ask you to care? no! but did I ask you to listen? yes! I'm dying from the stress every day passes by with a thought of surrender cuz my fight goes nowhere that's why my hope is severed if I didn't have music I wouldn't be alive & I got no reason to breathe without it in my life I'm not 1 to stay in the past it fallows me I didn't choose to have so many bad memories life is a slow death that's taking me down I'm just tryna make the best of it before I finally drown & at my grave when you're lookin' down do me a favor listen to the music I hope you understand & use it my words are for those who want real my words are for the victims cuz I know how you feel my words are to keep you from becoming me it's kinda hard to live in pain & not feel ugly

You feel a warmth but it's all immune The days of hallow writhe your every breath Nothing soothes like you want it to Tell me what's in store for the change to the next Exterminate all the past with the most loving move Completely docile with every action Trivial is the mistake of all you view & I will not retire my eloquent factors I smash apart the chain of inhumanity before your eyes Knowing yourself is no longer the most major Don't draw out in fear this time it's all right Look at me closely & you will understand better later What you've endured was not fair but a lesson I applaud your strength from the battle you fought Malicious nature of the world is solid & endless Empower yourself to subside in my thoughts I have nothing to hide I'm the full immaculate I stand before you only with a smile in my eyes I exempt all the meaninglessness you feel to participate Listen to my heart it reflects your time Keep your mind applied to what you observe Don't scatter apart things when they withhold no lie Rest yourself with the release you deserve No more weight to restrain you to fly

I destroy homes I tear families apart I take your children just a start I'm more valued then diamonds more precious then gold the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold if you need me remember I'm easily found I live all around you in school & in town I live with the rich, I live with the poor I live just down the street & maybe next door (Chorus) I am venom I am pain I am now in your brain I am now something you cannot tame in your child's closet & even in the woods if this scares you to death then it certainly should let me take you away & have your last breath I'm sure you've heard of me my name is Crystal Meth I have many names but there's 1 you'll know best I'm sure you've heard of me my name is Crystal Meth my power is awesome try me & you'll see but if you do you may never break free just try me once & I might let you go but if you try me more then I'll own your soul when I possess you you'll steal & you'll lie you'll do what you have to just to get high the crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charm will be worth the pleasure you will feel in my arms now it is too late & you now know this in your heart you are now mine & we shall not ever ever part I can show you more misery then words could ever tell now come take my hand & then let me lead you into hell to hell you give up everything your family your home your money your true friends then you'll be alone I'll take & take till you have no more to give when I finish with you you'll be lucky to live the nightmares I'll give you when you're lying in bed & the voices you'll hear from inside of your head I'll ravage your body I'll control your mind I'll own you completely your life will be mine

seems that I'm back to normal immunity of pain that saturates my very being I have once again been given back my immunity only this time in more vigilance & armor ever so embraced by me in tiny & large ways I see fakes & liars day in day out strangers to what I really believe & feel, facades in every direction you can't fool me, for I have lost amounts of love that blinded me to believe you my faith dead weight, my hopes empty prayers my life really pierced into me deeply months ago as the blood ran the shank continued its digging & damage I saw things clearer with every dig into me you can pretend & fake yourself to me, pain has given me the x-ray vision you camouflaged bitch don't touch me or sympathize when you're the very culprit 1 day you will feel something like this, 1 day you will have an idea to see what I see & be who I am & for those who burned our friendships & relationships to the ground, do not come back for you will only find ashes, karma will strike down upon you with my laughter at its side so many find so much cheerfulness in life's small & timed pleasures, they don't even see the trap door they're dancing on as they hop & holler about the difference is...I shield & prepare, you fall down surprised & dumbfounded my music shows you how nothing is a guarantee, how nothing is endlessly happy I show you what's real & what's not, hence another reason I make it I don't believe anything that sounds fake to me, so your words will go unheard to me whenever you speak them my only ambition & destiny is affecting like through music, if that can change & help you I know I'm doing something right no feeling compares to how good that is, nothing! so as my purity withers away at the slowest pace, I shall continue my life only 1 way...music everything else just seems to be bullshit or a time elapsed joy I guess I'll partake in my timed pleasures, but my days of being hypnotized by them are over you may not what you see, but feel what I say LOTS of love to those feeling & spreading the InVECTion the born 2 lose villain....VECT

I know nothing is forever....but pain for me seems like it's eternal.... I've come to realize it's just never gonna leave. A little or a lot....in the end....it's all I have. I battle the heavy with myself & the pain it's insane I fight cuz I gotta strive & help my rage in my road of life I hit the speed bumps so hard will there be eternal peace? it feels so far nobody can cure me but numb my pain cuz when I'm speakin' music tongues it relieves the brain cuz I can't bare to reflect on the grisly images & I truly love every 1 of my listeners I'm trapped in a circle I can never re-shape ongoing switches onto me with love & hate pain has done more then touch my name I fall to the floor knowing it won't go away thinking how to kill it with the tears on my face of course you don't get it you don't feel the same why must I receive all the bitterness of life? so you can't blame me for my sickness inside (Chorus) please feel me, that's all I really want cuz all I know is pain it only ends when I'm gone I'ma soul in the fire that's rotting nonstop this pain I take what choice do I have anyway? restless I break & only fall apart until my last day so few people in my life really listen or care but even that I lose like a breeze in the air & so many of you wonder why I change because when I try to care for you, you don't anyway I'm deconstructed of purity evolution of misery frozen in a state of absolute ache happiness is only a mirage that crushes me why must I see everything falling down in front of me? if you're there god I'm fighting please believe but if you love your son why do you leave me to bleed? you're nowhere in the life of Maniacal V do you think I'm bad cuz I believe only what I see? I'm not perfect I make mistakes but I try a sinister mind but a heart so big inside pain brings love, love brings pain I'm no pessimist my truth is just here to stay did I ask you to care? no! but did I ask you to listen? yes! I'm dying from the stress every day passes by with a thought of surrender cuz my fight goes nowhere that's why my hope is severed if I didn't have music I wouldn't be alive & I got no reason to breathe without it in my life I'm not 1 to stay in the past it fallows me I didn't choose to have so many bad memories life is a slow death that's taking me down I'm just tryna make the best of it before I finally drown & at my grave when you're lookin' down do me a favor listen to the music I hope you understand & use it my words are for those who want real my words are for the victims cuz I know how you feel my words are to keep you from becoming me it's kinda hard to live in pain & not feel ugly