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Viol(h)ate
03:10
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01. Viol(h)ate
Get on with your life would y--WHAT LIFE?! I GOT NO LIFE! I'M IN THE DARK HERE...YOU UNDERSTAND?! I'M IN THE DARK! Why is it, when a man kills another man in battle it's called "heroic", yet if he kills a man in the heat of passion...it's called "murder"? You can't stop the new world, your filthy society will never get rid of people like us...it's breeding them! We are the future! You are here because the outside world rejects you! On a mountain of skulls in the castle of pain, I sat on a throne of blood. What was will be, what is will be no more....now is the season of evil. You...made us what we've become. The more you begin to investigate...what we think we understand, where we came from, what we think we're doing....the more you begin to see that we've been lied to. We been lied to by every institution. What makes you think for 1 minute that the religious institution is the only 1 that's never been touched? The religious institution in this world are at the bottom of the dirt! The religious institutions in this world are put there by the same people who gave you your government, your corrupt education, who set up your international banking cartels, because our masters don't give a damn about your or your family. All they care about is what they have ALWAYS cared about & that's controlling the whole damn world. We have been mislead away from the true & divine presence of the universe that men have called "God". I don't know what God is, but I know what he isn't. & unless & until you are prepared to look at the whole truth wherever it may go, whoever it may lead to, if you wanna look the other way or if you wanna play favorites...then somewhere along the line you're gonna find out you're messing with divine justice. The more you educate yourself, the more you understand where things come from, the more obvious things become...& you begin to see lies everywhere. You have to know the truth & seek the truth & the truth will set you free.
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Offensive
03:58
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02. Offensive
Do you find me offensive? Then find the door your weak ass entered, & get the fuck out!!!
(Chorus)
Offended you, if that's what I have done
walk out, you don't have to listen don't wanna hear your bitchin'
Offended you, don't care if it hurts at all
I'm true to heart true to be, so hate or believe
Do I bother how you feel? Do you know that I am real?
You can't change me only hate me & break me still
I discuss what I believe, I discuss what I agree
my respect & luv goes out to you if you listen to me
you can wave them picket signs, & protest the wicked rhymes
but keep in mind: that the wicked shit will never die!
it's about how you percieve, it's up to you if you believe
don't like how I tell it? Then get lost & fuckin' leave
I'm here to make it hurt, I'm here to make you run to church
I'm here to repulse those who belong in the dirt
Offensive, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT IS!
(Chorus)
Offensive, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT IS!
Music for disturbed & demonic, props to everyone who bought it
oops forgot my anti-psychotic, wickedness you cannot dodge it
this is not for all to hear, consists of darkness, realness, fear
outcasted, outlandish, uncensored so lend me your ears
subjects & expressions gothic, heavy, different, catostrophic
shaking & shocking all over, verbal weapons so caustic
it can't be stopped or abolished, too strong to be demolished
if you don't know already, "horrorcore" is what we call it
underground is home & where we roam, if you're scared then run home
we feast upon the weaklings until there's nothing but bones!
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Haunted
03:22
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03. Haunted
...Like acid dripping from mine to your brain...you stand there frightened of something I am. I smell pieces of your fear...cuz you're supressing the rest.
I'm the howl of the wind outside you hear
I'm the strike of lightening with a clap of thunder near
I'm the cold chill you feel when you have no warmth
I'm the shock you have when you just seen a corpse
I'm the darkness in your streets you avoid walking in
I'm decreasing your bravery, I'm your sins
I'm the pain you feel when a loved 1 dies
I'm your enemies brain plotting your demise
(Chorus)
You can't rid me I'm inside you, anywhere you are I'm beside you
I AM ALL AROUND, TERROR SLOWLY TOUCHING YOUR SOUL NOW
I'm the echoing scream of fear in the dead of night
I'm your best friend telling you so many lies
I'm the feeling you have when you just been raped
I'm the voice in your head heckling away
I'm the black & white loud static on your television
I'm your bad dreams, nightmares & horrific visions
I'm your jealousy beating you down, I'm your envy
I'm your paranoia, your fear, your terrified tears
(Chorus)
I'm the anxiety in your heart that's making you cry
& the panic inside that's breaking your mind
I'm waking your hate to all in your life
I'm disgracing every last inch of your pride
I'm the reason why you feel worthless all the time
I'm your bad memories that you try to pacify
I'm the stab you feel when you been decieved
I'm the vile disease that took away what you need
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4. |
Your War
04:20
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5. |
Iceman
04:58
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05. Iceman
I was born in 1935, raised into hate & no love inside
grew up under Stanley & Anna's roof
raised real strict & beaten up too
I was taught hate at a real young age
my father beat & killed 1 of my brothers
told everyone he fell downstairs for the cover
I hated my father & hated my mother
at 16 Stanley left I didn't hold my breath
when I was ready to kill it was at the same age
my 1st victim was Charlie Lane, he harassed the wrong dude & got badly beat
when he died I took off his fingers & teeth
I nearly killed the rest of his crew the same way
when I was done I tossed him in a frozen lake
if you made me feel bad you had to pay
loud mouthed people I despised
you needed a lesson? I taught with might
I was numb for so long & no longer scared
I killed animals for fun I had no care
started robbing & pirated porn for the mob
the Gambinos gave me a test for a job
killed a man in public as he walked his dog
I proved myself worthy & from there it was on
I'd kill anyone, more than willing
then I seen there was $ in contract killing
Roy Demeo ordered the hits, I'd execute them with no bullshit
as years passed so did my victim count, I left 'em wherever & I didn't care how
dismembering bodies at Gemini Lounge, it didn't phase me to hear a dying sound
I don't even know my victim count, numerous numbers that can't be found
later met Barbara & had 3 kids, if you fucked with them I wouldn't let you live
pain & hate is what I know best, I share it with others & bring them death
no remorse at all & no regret, not a shred at all to keep my family fed
doesn't matter if you don't like or understand, I did it for the $ to support my family
met Softee he worked in ice cream trucks, taught me about cyanide a crazy fuck
my family & kids were my whole life, & I did my job for the right price
methods of death were guns, knives, strangulation & cyanide
Had a victim in the freezer over 2 years, dumped it in the woods & disappeared
they found it on a summer day & it wasn't clear, when they seen it they said "There's something wrong here."
3 years later cops focused on me so I stepped up my elimination deeds
yesterday's friend, tomorrow's enemy, preventing anyone too close to me
like Georgie Boy yeah I liked him a lot, but he threatened my family & that had to stop
I even approached him with a little talk, but he challenged me more & he got 5 shots
the mob felt Domeo would rat them out, soon enough they had him taken out
Peter Collabro was on the list, the Gambino family wanted the hit
didn't know he was a cop 'til I killed his ass, & that alone made it worth the contract
the F.B.I was closing in, they had a collection of my grisly sins
an undercover rat had me snitched, now they had enough evidence to convict
it took 5 men to take me in, my reign stopped in 1986
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6. |
Inner Animals (Ft. Scum)
03:20
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06. Inner Animals (Ft. Scum)
As moonlight hits the sky ever so bright
my eyes radiate a glow within the night
a collision with rage laced with hate
as my yellow eyes widen with breath to take
a night so perfect & right to annihilate
roars yelled out as my pupils dilate
all I need to do is play it back in my head
then the next thing I'll see is you spilling red
teeth rending flesh in a vicious mass
that's when you'll witness cannibalistic wrath
a wave hits you from miles away
alerting you the power that I have obtained
teeth drawn with a growl like a car amp
you better motherfuckin' pray it's you I don't track
I'm out to step on a challenger like an ant
to surpass this intensity I know you can't
evasion grows impossible when you're in my trance
brought forth I was made & became a savage
can't bar my sanity I'm possessed by havoc
consuming of flesh is way more than a habit
birth is unknown cuz my soul has so much age
I am nothing but insane, a killer made of pain
sick with building rage fitting perfect to my name
shedding blood of the enemy as they're eaten away
we will not be tamed, fuck what they say
I think the 1's you hate make the very best prey
we fall away in the light because we hate the day
we await the moon to rise & take your life away
once I have you there won't be remains
you're gonna learn how it feels to be in jaws of hate
so many to victimize, shred & consume
see reports of a creature as you watch the news
From all this is within us...is the savage beast. No care for what is understood except it is you who is not safe from this gothic non-merciful race...of chaos.
[Scum]
Full moon in the sky, my eyes begin to glow
somebody else is bout to die but they don't even know
run ho, too slow, you can't get away
fangs grow, & so, you become my prey
I'm on the prowl, I'm on the hunt for blood & human flesh
leap & attack you from the back, your skull I fucking smash
with my claws I slash your throat & let the crimson spray
drinking your motherfucking blood but already I taste decay
fresh kill, can fill, for a moment or maybe 2
then I be fiending for another just like them junkies do
ooooooh, I love to watch my victims twitch
& try to run & cry for help but help won't come, ain't this a bitch
I must pretend I'm like the rest until full moon is up & I
am ripping your hear from out your chest & feasting on it as you die
sick fuck, don't bark but I sure as hell do bite
don't fight, I might disembowel you feel the fright!
when I transform, sticky red is getting spilled
just like Bundy in the dorm, everybody is getting killed
chewing the carcasses in rage, then I'm ripping them apart
making a mess even though I'm only gonna eat their heart
gotta be quick, can't waste no time cause the morning's coming soon
taking a break every every kill I make to be howling at the moon
regular wolf will kill for food while I kill cause I love to kill
& to fulfill my crimson lust every night more blood will spill
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7. |
A God Of It All
02:59
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08. Hate Thru Rape (Ft. Stitch Mouth)
She always liked to tease me & not finish what she started
do that to VECTeezy you'll get beaten retarded
& when she wasn't doing that she was talking some trash
that's when I decided to get that ass
when a girl hurts & shits on what you got to offer
karma comes swinging & socking & surely knocks her
she tried to act untouchable bitch thought I was gullible
I just wanted to get it I never loved that ho
I'd sit back with fantasies filled in my head
1's like chaining her down & lock her naked to my bed
duct tape her mouth & force myself in her tightness
I whispered in her ear "Don't worry cunt you'll like it!"
every thrust I repeated, she cried & cried
she was looking for my guilt but I ain't the guy
when I was done there was blood on her legs & the bed
before I made her suck me off I put my gun to her head
I said "I swear to god ho if you bite or you fight
this'll be the last motherfuckin' day of your life
I'll decorate my walls with your skull & brain
now take it down your throat & don't say a thing"
she did what she was told & didn't try to resist
she did a good job with her hair in my fist
I blew my load she cried but at the same time moaned
I said "Yeah take it & love it my dirty little ho"
now hold on bitch, I've only begun
get down on all 4 so I can bust my next nut
by the time I finished I had to get rid of her
she'll never forget me, & I'll never forget of her
after what I did how could I keep her alive?
& I popped in 5
[Stitch Mouth]
I'm lookin' through some polaroids and touchin' my dick
to the visions of a bound & gagged rape ready trick
still chillin in the basement tied spread eagle to a bed
while I'm dancin all around her with her panties on my head
slapping her thighs & twisting her nipples
she tries to scream out in pain but a ball gag leaves her crippled
shove a broken broomstick up her ass & drool in her eyes
friction makes it splinter stabbing wood in her thighs
pull the gag from her lips & make her taste the shitty pole
smash her teeth down her throat & grudge fuck her pussy hole
I love to hear her cry gurgle blood & fecal matter
when my balls slap her torn asshole the blood splatters,
Usin' rusty razor blades I carve words in this bitch,
"filth", "pig", "whore", "cum dumpster" & "Stitch"
you're a dirty lil hooker & you need to be snuffed,
but not before I pull some torture tactics on that muff,
I use some toenail clippers & I cut off ya clit
stick it up my nose & blow snot on that shit
with a straight razor I'm skinnin' her puss raw
wrap the peels around my cock & jack off in her broke jaw
get a jar of moonshine & pour it on her wounds
then perform cunnilingus with my face all in her poon
screaming at the top of her lungs I rape her again
shaved pubes are like sandpaper where she has no skin
I rip off her ears as I'm bustin' my nut
cut off her fingers & toes & stuff 'em all in her cunt
sew that shit shut & dismember the body
dump the bitch in a park where the corpse can start rotting
devoured by vermin before she's found by mistake
I'll always remember this, like Henry, I got it on tape
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09. Where Is He? (Never Worship)
You hold him close, but where is he? He's real? Show me! I cannot see, why should I believe? Fraudulent lies & tales of a fucking storybook! Where ya there? Where ya?? He's soooo special, such a grand prize from the highest shelf & he's the only 1 who ever died for us? If God was real, you mean to tell me Jesus is his only child? What about "We're all God's children"? You sit & hurt your faith wasting it on a ghost who won't answer you? Afraid to live your goddamn life without latching onto a myth because you have no other security? What makes you perfect?? Perfection doesn't exist, it's only a figure of speech. What kinda perfection would allow all this agony, all this hypocrisy, all this genocide? An idiot who builds a place called a church for a being that they have never even met & calls it the house of worship. But YET encourages you not to worship anything else & wants your $. Could they be any more stupid?? We're supposed to worship some cosmic zombie who is his own father & he can make you live forever if you symbolically eat his flesh & drink his blood & telepathically tell him you accept him as your master so he can remove an evil force from your soul? Wake the fuck up! What cowardly god who is supposed to love us would allow such pain?! When you're gone, only then will you know who & what is real. But I will never worship!
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10. |
Go Ahead (Ft. Mars)
02:12
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10. Go Ahead (Ft. Mars)
You wanna jump motherfucker then jump, don't be a bitch about it, be real about it
[VECT]
you say you wanna do it but you're scared to approach
nobody's gonna stop you cuz they wanna see you go
crying for attention that it's & that's all
but if you really wanna do it put the bullet in your skull
I think you fear death yet it runs through your mind
now take a breath motherfucker & hold it till ya die
next time you start cuttin' your wrist remember please
it's down the road not across the street
(Chorus)
[VECT]
nobody's listening to your pathetic cries
don't hesitate let's see what you got inside
you don't really wanna die cuz if you did you would
you make me sick go ahead I think you should
[Mars]
go ahead & kill yourself I know you're ready to die
just grab the pistol say "fuck yo health" (fuck yoself) go ahead suicide
[Mars]
wanna die? try suicide don't be no scared no need to cry
just put that gun up to your eye cock it back watch your brains fly
oh you ain't have no friends this shit has got to end
man you won't never win put that pistol to yo chin
no matter where ya put it to & pull that fuckin' trigger mang
this shit is not a game do it mothaf***a bang!
to let the let the blood spray no one likes you anyway
b-b-bang bang end your fuckin' life today
(Chorus)
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11. |
Liez
03:19
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11. Liez
[Chick]: I'm yours & only yours...
[VECT]: She doesn't care
[Chick]: You're all I need...
[VECT]: She's moved on...
[Chick]: Losing you would be the death of me...
[VECT]: Her family fucked her head up.
[Chick]: No one means to me as much as you do.
[VECT]: She needs to grow the fuck up!
[Chick]: I would never ever cheat on you.
[VECT]: She doesn't even speak to you with respect
[Chick]: Why don't you trust me?
[VECT]: She wants your homies not you.
[Chick]: How could I lie to you?
[VECT]: She's a fuckin' child man, she ain't no woman.
[Chick]: I want you & only you.
[VECT]: She ain't thinking about you, she's only thinkin' about the next dick she wants to get.
[Chick]: I promise you I won't ever betray you.
[VECT]: She's only with you for your chips man, only after your $
[Chick]: How could I do something like that to you?
[VECT]: She hates you now man, you have to accept that.
[Chick]: Do you know how much I love you??
[VECT]: She hasn't spoken to you in weeks, & you're gonna tell me she gives a shit about you?
[Chick]: I swear I'll always be true to what I say & do.
[VECT]: She won't even touch you anymore.
[Chick]: I fuckin' hate cheaters! Why would I be 1?!
[VECT]: She used you dude...
[Chick]: There is nobody else for me, I swear I mean that to the fullest you are my completion.
[VECT]: Just ask yourself: do you honestly feel the slightest bit of love from her still? Her liez tasted good, but they were poison & you swallowed them all...
Scandalous...did ya think I wasn't ever gonna see through you? Did you think I was gonna let you fool me forever? Well fuck you!
Sucha snake completely fake a goddamn rain of pain
how could ya shatter something precious & be so vain?
my head wonders what was true between me & you
forget the love, cuz you were out for abuse
after so much time that passed us by
doesn't matter if you were beguiling me or hiding me
cuz now it doesn't mean a thing if ya cry or bleed
it doesn't mean a thing to me what you're desiring
everything on your side was tentative
acting innocuous so insensitive you tested it
you wanna play with evil? You picked the right man
you musta thought I'm not the kind to fight back
last thing that you want is me outta control
play with my emotions? I'll hang you from a pole
everything you represented was a straight up joke
let me tell ya something else ya might not know
next time I catch you in person you're gonna get choked
I never wanted this but that's the way you made it go
I remember when we had plans for the future
I did whatever I could to comfort & suit ya
loving you put me under a spell, the center of hell
believe in you? I would rather kill myself
& to think I trusted you as I gazed in your eyes
you haven't ever stopped with your motherfuckin' liez
everything out your lips was just a fabrication
standing in the truth got the shit assassinated
congratulations now you're truly hated
it just goes to show you bitch, don't underestimate me
fuck you & your liez
I got you analyzed fuck you & your liez
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12. |
By Myself
03:16
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12. By Myself
(Chorus)
You need something to rely on
Yeah you wanna get shit done you gotta do it yourself
Gettin' bullshitted by promotion companies & websites
they wanna help the underground, ha yeah right
truth be told nobody is down except InVECTions
I been a lone wolf but I made my exceptions
but sometimes I seen that is has no effect
cuz there's a lotta people out there who overlook VECT
what ya know about being broke so low with cash?
& people spreading rumors about you like a rash?
what ya know about spending all your $ on gettin' albums made?
spending every dime you got to spread your name
what ya know about people spittin' in your face?
playing games with you & frontin' all day?
what ya know about a struggle just to help out others?
being called a bad guy or satanic motherfucker?
what ya know about record stores blocking your path?
selling out your trunk cuz they don't give a fuck!
(Chorus)
I reach as far as I can but can't touch most
they don't want something real they'd rather be down with jokes
what ya know about making music that most can relate?
when all they do in return is point the finger & hate
what ya know about spending your whole check on studio
what ya know about vultures who want something for free?
what ya know about others who wanna use your name?
this world is blind & cannot see
it's very few who appreciate tha V-E-C-T
I accept reality, I don't live in a dream
you want me to change? Don't listen to me!
You think I'm sick in the brain? Don't listen to me!
You want music with no soul? Don't listen to me!
You want $ chaserz on the mic? Don't listen to me!
You only focus on looks? Then don't listen to me!
you can find all that bullshit on MTV!
(Chorus)
Ya know it's true.. you really want something done you gotta do it yourself most the time. & I also know there's a lotta you out there representin' that InVECTion & I love everyone who does. Don't you ever forget that! & fuck those who no longer down with a villain...sellout little traitor bitches! Fuck you all!
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13. Mental Stress 2 (Revenge Of Malaise)
My mind is a prison of uncontrollable terror & discomfort.
All I do is try to break out of the cell for freedom & I can't.
Buried away cast out & ashamed
reclusive not afraid just away I need to stay
hating myself & others now with every day
feeling like I got nothing more to say
I got more to speak I just don't wanna repeat
I fought this once & I overcame
now it's back to do far worse than kick me in the face
she's in my dreams again taunting me moaning my name
what does she want me from me? I'm not all that sure
tryna overdose so it all becomes a blur
having nightmares of our times of what we were
so sick in the head for her there isn't a cure
I had everything I needed but now it's all gone
blaming myself for all that went wrong
I lost control like a drunk driver
I fought it all that I could because I'm too much of a fighter
(Chorus)
help me I cannot breathe
this mental stress is fucking me
tell me what I do not see
if you don't truly get it better keep away from me
My friends are scared to be near me they wanna have committed
I know they all fear me but they won't admit it
I can't kick it with them without having a panic attack
a.d.d. & o.c.d. is a brutal habitat
don't wanna be around a soul I lock myself in my home
crying mass amounts of tears & smashed my phone
too neurotic & petulant ever so prevalent
seems like my sanity is only tentative
holding my head in despair as I consume my medicine
my homies knocking on my door I don't wanna let 'em in
playing with a wolf it ain't safe they better get
haven't picked myself up for days to shower or shave
it's hard to give a damn on things
I know the truth, keep away the debate you're handing me
then I lay my head back & fall to the floor
blood starts to run, but I care no more
(Chorus)
This turmoil won't stop its lesson poppin' anti psychotics anti depressants
I can't feel my shade of 111
nobody can help me cuz barely any will
nobody can help me cuz it's them I might kill
strobelight in my face as I fall asleep to music so cryptic
vigilant to the point of narcissistic
downing all these bullets with alchoholic drinks
waking up with anxiety making my body freeze
my savior has fallen like a body that drowned
a broken crown is holding down every reason to believe
& now I'm down & I bleed
I've burned & learned that it's no longer worth the time of my hurt
stressed the fuck out damaging everything I see around
neighbors call the cops from me breaking everything down
got my kitana in my hand when they enter the house
the find me curled in a corner not making a sound
(Chorus)
Is this ever gonna away....?
NO THIS IS NEVER GONNA GO AWAY....
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14. |
Increasing Hatred
03:28
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14. Increasing Hatred
[Chorus]
no more love no more smiles it's so vile
you're the 1 who made it you're increasing my hatred
no more trust no more care it isn't there
this is what you created you're increasing my hatred
I cogitate & meditate try to think straight
but all I feel is hatred at a small thought of your name
even if I wanted, it won't slightly change
it's all a massive putrid vile lake of pure hate
my world is palace full of realness & malice
you think I'm knocked off balance & totally callous
you couldn't understand you avoid me like a coward
I wasted patience on you for countless hours
when I think of you I feel sick in many ways
I need to get rid of you I felt this shit too many days
I truly feel my bitterness for you as a disease
you treated me like your dog I can't scratch you like a flea
my heart bleeds I'm dead I walk around like I'm alive
having arguments with morality over suicide
my sick wishes for you are what I deeply fantasize
blame yourself for it because of you daily it's aggrandized
for all my pain of your lies I hope it kills you inside
[Chorus]
your deception & betrayal have made me frigid & stale
I didn't choose to be poisonous but now it's unveiled
now I love reminiscing of when I caused your tears
I laugh at the memories of what I used to hold dear
you murdered my love & my patience & built hatred now I'm so complacent having the mind of a sadist
the greatest wish I have for you is die slow like me
& feel the shroud of desertion as it smothers your screams
I want you to struggle & feel the need just like me
knowing I'm not there to even care if you breathe
when I look at your photograph I clench my teeth
drops of hatred added when I hear you speak
I wanna rape all your joy & leave you naked & broke
I wanna slit your hopes dry & have the blood make ya choke
all the love I had is ashes that blew away in the wind
all the hate & darkness I have now is serene within
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!!"
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15. |
Sinister
04:25
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15. Sinister
There's nowhere to hide, now you are mine.
(Chorus)
Sinister
something my mind has always held
Sinister
welcome to the torment & hell
Sinister
you can never escape
Sinister
don't oppose the power that is great
Yes, come to me & wonder as I laugh at your ignorant blunder
feel my power devour & take you over & under
I'm your end you can't defend
it's a beautiful feeling seeing my power transcend
see hell & hate straight in my eyes you have no chance to lie
cuz I'm filling your mind now yourself you cannot find
you're becoming my puppet, but you're worthless to use
because I'm all about your infinite abuse
magnetized from the spell of a villain I know you feel it
this is what the fuck you deserve you just never knew it
pollution, retribution, & my fave the execution
you want an example of just a small sample?
Zitrone, that's the guy to pacify
termination wrath in mind
true blood thirsty bastard is I
(Chorus)
truculence is the way, for me to show & say
terror is my face & you the mortal, the clay
hunting, head-punting the 1's who anger
the presence of my footsteps start the screams of danger
hair covering my eyes my cemented grip applies
thinking of the world to be condemned by me in minutes of time
you're in a state of shock you feel you lost your mind
you're mine to modify, taking advantage of every plot of mine
judgment day soon starts right now whatever nation
feel the season of a creature terrorizing durations
what you're facing is a monster who must feed
with thoughts so crucial they can make you bleed
my laughter dominates your pleads
don't stop it's ongoing like a eternal lifespan
seed of evil, don't bother to try & fight back
(Chorus)
The apparitions inside of your mind I bring to life
peace is a lie when I am inside
relinquish at my knees I'm far too abusive
I'll make you wish you were dead when I conduce you
I choose to exterminate, annihilate the pests
I'm the reflections of your sins that steals away all your breath
rip away at your soul & hold it as a trophy
a predatorial animal on those who oppose me
no hope, no prayers, no miracles around
only rivers of blood when their bodies are found
the grim reaper has nothing on my duties & ways
I bring you torture with hate, he only takes you to your grave
so fuck a minister, I'm not kidding ya or forgiving ya
I'm draining what I need in ya then gettin' rid of ya
I'm rippin' & slittin' away & gettin' into ya
succumb into a ways of a sinister when I finish ya
There's nowhere to hide, now you are mine.
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16. |
Blame Us
04:20
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16. Blame Us
You wanna blame music? Try blaming yourself for a fuckin' change!
I'm not a Hitler of my themes I'm only living my dream
I never told you to do it, I just wanted to think
I discuss how I feel for those who might relate
you can't blame me for rape or hate or life ya take
I talk about the world we're in cuz that's me
you mix up my words & then you see bad things
cuz people are messed up with or without me
but I got a lot to say & I'll speak it loudly
I don't preach or push, I'm not a god or a priest
I been through hell so many times & I'm letting you see
ever ear I enter, I hope to try & reach
if you idiots were smarter it wouldn't be hard to see
it's a fact music with strength is for no weak mind
only you have the power to fuck up your own life
my outlook can be sinister on some things sometimes
we're controversial so you accuse us like a crime
everything is not for everyone, when will ya learn that?
don't try & point your fingers at us like we deserve that
if you're not capable for deciding for yourself
push "stop" right now & go get some fuckin' help
(Chorus)
So you can blame us, blame us for anything ya want & whatever
So you can hate us, put it all on us cuz you can't hold yourself together
You can blame us, blame the fuckin' world if you want
this is music you stupid ass, in case you forgot
the world is hell & there's more than me
evil won't die it's everywhere that ya see
I don't speak kind, I bring it rough & true
hate me for being real I guess, & fuck you
I give my warnings out do ya listen? You know my name
it's appreciated but your choice to feel my pain
when ya make sense in music & stand out you're a scapegoat
if entertainment controls your actions that is sad yo
if everyone was given the freedom or speech
you wouldn't try to vindicate & point your fingers at me
people will agree, people will deceive, people will believe & people will blame me, yeah
people will agree, people will deceive, people will believe & people will blame me!
(Chorus)
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17. |
Fuck It All
03:07
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17. Fuck It All
Fuck obsession, fuck belief, fuck a church, fuck police
fuck racisim & stereotypes, fuck the media, fuck the light
fuck you for judging me every time, fuck the rich, fuck poverty
fuck a wish fuck all who bother me, fuck all who bother me
fuck every single goddamn wannabe, fuck a vote, fuck corruption
fuck haters, fuck your treason, fuck Bush while he's breathin'
fuck hope, I don't need it
(Chorus)
The entire world shall fall I say "fuck it all"
raise your fist with mine in the air because we're living in despair
say it with me say it now "FUCK IT ALL!"
say it with me say it loud "FUCK IT ALL!"
the entire world shall fall I say "fuck it all"
raise your fist with mine in the air because we're living in despair
say it with me say it now "FUCK IT ALL!"
say it with me say it loud "FUCK IT ALL!"
Fuck world peace, fuck your bitchin', fuck your $, fuck the system
fuck religion, fuck your scams, fuck your girl, fuck your man
fuck faith, fuck love, fuck below, fuck above, fuck you, fuck me,
fuck a cult, fuck a team, fuck a snitch, fuck a king, fuck the hateful
fuck your dreams, fuck the lies, fuck the fake, fuck conformity, fuck the pain
(Chorus)
I laugh at the world cuz they're a cancer to theirselves
They fight each other to death, but then want help
FUCK IT ALL!!!!!
Fuck depression, fuck mainstream, fuck the press, fuck disease
fuck a conflict, fuck control, fuck the government, fuck a loan
fuck what ya think, fuck what ya know, fuck your car, fuck your phone,
fuck your plane, fuck your boat, fuck your drugs, fuck your drinks
fuck holidays, fuck the sheep, fuck a prayer, a fuck war
fuck a problem, fuck the norm, fuck your race, fuck your ego
fuck the world, & fuck the feeble
(Chorus)
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18. Distinctions Of The Blessed & Cursed
Blessed are the strong, for they shall inherit the earth
Cursed are the weak, for they shall inherit the yoke!
Blessed are the powerful, for they shall be reverenced among men
Cursed are the feeble, for they shall be blotted out!
Blessed are the bold, for they shall be masters of the world
Cursed are the righteously humble, for they shall be trodden under cloven hoofs!
Blessed are the victorious, for victory is the basis of right
Cursed are the vanquished, for they shall be vassals forever!
Blessed are the iron-handed, for the unfit shall flee before them
Cursed are the poor in spirit, for they shall be spat upon!
Blessed are the death-defiant, for their days shall be long in the land
Cursed are the gazers toward a richer life beyond the grave, for they shall perish amidst plenty!
Blessed are the destroyers of false hope, for they are the true Messiahs
Cursed are the god-adorers, for they shall be shorn sheep!
Blessed are those that believe in what is best for them, for never shall their minds be terrorized
Cursed are the "Lambs Of God", for they shall be bled whiter than snow!
Blessed is the man who has a sprinkling of enemies, for they shall make him a hero
Cursed is he doeth good unto others who sneer upon him in return, for he shall be despised!
Blessed are the mighty-minded, for they shall ride the whirlwinds
Cursed are they who teach lies for truth & truth for lies, for they are an abomination!
Thrice cursed are the weak whose insecurity makes them vile, for they shall serve & suffer!
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19. |
You Are No More
04:30
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19. You Are No More
(Chorus)
I can't wait till you're gone
then at last I'll move on
die slow & die with all pain
oh how I crave that day
you are just a mistake
you have built all my hate
I just need you to die
then I can feel alive
when your final day comes much shitting on your memory will be done
your presence is an overbearing pain I got too much to gain when you're worthless ass is slain
feel the hate feel the rage feel the karma feel the shame
no more reign that you will have feel the same & do the math
you're too stupid to see what ya did to others & me
you hear the voices? that's the casket screams
time to die you weak fuckin' worm bastard sleep
no remorse no repent for a deserver of death
when you lay in that box I hope it's an eternal cold rest
scumbags like you deserve no breath
your cheating your lies your mind your despicable kind
you can't imagine how many of us won't shed a tear
fuck all your time here now your end is near
doesn't matter if it's in the dirt or under floorboards
as long as you rot & are no more
I got 111 & 357 ways to send a fuckin' piece of vomit like you to the grave
for real I'm not enslaved by guilt because I feel none
it's sucha goddamn drag that you can only die once
my darkness will scare you to death & I will show you what you made
call me bad karma from the rancorous you create
every day I wish you pain & strongly hope that you break
I cut my flesh with blades pretending it's your veins & face
you're just an insect with a inevitable termination
1 less mess & pest when you're zapped from this nation
it'd be just too nice to say that I hate ya
I only praise 1 thing, your annihilation
I need to set myself free of this burden & that is you
that's where I stand there's no chance to stop me from attacking you
I got my liberation trapped in you so I have to retrieve it as I rip & slash in you with great immense magnitude
Fucking filthy cockroach....your demise will truly unburden me....you're gonna get yours you piece of shit....fuck god, watch the karma unfold!
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20. |
Diseased & Deconstructed
04:35
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20. Diseased & Deconstructed
All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have
what's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate
so much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same
So much change it brought me so pain
why did ya turn all my love to hate?
it's the worst I ever been hurt, beat in the dirt
I had to get up & walk away accepting this pain
you made me fight this alone, when I had no control
I struggled so hard to breathe, I wish you could truly know
I did all I could to repair the deconstruction
but I lost the fight that I gave with all my might
ALL MY MIGHT!
so much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same
I never thought my mind would change
from all the weight of this pain, pouring on me like rain
but now my distaste has gotten so nasty for you
I can't stand who you became, I had to get away
I been suffering too long with these useless feelings
now I just wanna transform them to healing
nothing worked whether I helped or asked you
you were stolen away, change kidnapped you
KIDNAPPED YOU!
No more now will I fight
No more will I be blind
All I need now is you back but I know that I cannot have
what's in your brain, & your veins, I can't say but me you must hate
so much change, it brought me so much pain
I hate to face a day that won't be the same
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21. |
My Serene Darkness
02:34
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21. My Serene Darkness
Cut into the chain that holds you down, no need for submission of what hurts you. There can only be yourself to be your true hero, everything & everyone else is only a fallacy. Hold what you know close like your heart & let the winds of human filth only touch you but never let it inside of you. I bask in darkness for it has become my true comfort, my prison, my fate, my closest thing to salvation. Shrouded in a cloak of in a cloak of loneliness, it has finally fit me once more. Before I found the light, the lie, the mirage, the fallacy, it doesn't mean shit any longer. The light has burned out & I only see pure blackness, & it feels good to be back. After the incredible crush given to me from the so called "light", your love was the very candle that carries the intense scorch when brought forth to my presence. Light to my soul, but a burn of heartbreak. Love as the gasoline, & the light as the fire. The innocence, warmth & pureness you have killed of myself, have laid the many traits of good to its death..it will not be same again. For my mind is a box I lay within, continuing deterioration, solace found inside my rotten pondering cuz I have no thoughts of any other becuz evil has welcomed me back with warmth once again. Isn't it amazing how wholesome the immunity of emptiness can be? & as what should be known far well already, I will shred any fierce opposition there is to approach me. I fear nothing & bow to nothing. May the hellish monster inside strike you to the fullest degree if you dare block my path...you have been warned.
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22. |
When I'm Dead
05:53
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22. When I'm Dead
(Chorus)
End of the line, no more pain remember my name
no more life, so good-bye, I did my time
When I'm gone inscribe "111" on my casket & tombstone
I was born to lose but no more will I have to
funeral of a villain cuz good guys when in the end
I guess ya don't belong here if you're sick in the head
when I'm dead that's the end, no forgiving
then I'm off to wherever I'm heading
to my real motherfuckers that were down & true
thank you for caring cuz I cared for you too
& to all that wanted me dead, you'll remember me
until then, I'm haunting your dreams & memories
I got no care if you hate, I got no care if you break
I got no care in the world, & it feels fuckin' great
all I wanted outta life was to make a change
help lives with my words & what I got to say
I did my best no matter how bad life sucked
what's done is done so I no longer give a fuck
(Chorus)
I remained real honest, open-minded & strong
I believed I was right & goddamn what a fight
when I'm dead play a song for me shaking your speakers
make a V on right hand & your left a middle finger
I appreciated every moment that made me smile
it didn't happen often just once in a while
I belong dead this ain't a place for me
they made me the "sk8pegoat" with hate & blame to me
in a world full of pain I met so many ingrates
so many liars & motherfuckin' fakes
many pieces of shit perpetrate
narcissists & cowards whom abuse their power
my last words to most the world is "DIE!"
for your defiling ways you all will pay
but I met those who few who were true
no I don't name-drop because you know who was who
(Chorus)
You bible-praising faggots always mentioned my next life
& now I'm bound for it bring the bliss or the torment
unlike you I never repented or kissed an entity's ass
true to myself & the world for who I am
when my soul floats or falls to a front gate
they can reward, punish, love, or hate
keep spreading the InVECTion from every direction
my last wish when I'm gone is the best for my family
I wish agony to you sluts, haters & hypocrites
politicians, bigots, liars & religionists
when I'm dead make sure I got my middle fingers raised
that goes out to every 1 of you named
I'ma die with no regrets, no remorse, no fear
& I'll miss every single 1 of you I hold dear
no more pain cuz I am no more
I'll scream out with my last breath "COME & GET ME DEATH!"
(Chorus)
When I'm dead so many will act like they were my friend
you can kid yourself til the end go ahead & pretend
you were down or true, you weren't fam or crew
it's easy to spread lies when someone's not alive
if I didn't like you or hated your guts
it was YOUR fault for being a perpetrating fuck
while I was here it was a mission for recognition
& since nobody's anybody til they're dead maybe more will listen
maybe gain some more answers from my inquisitions
I no longer have to be in the human demolition
in addition to the struggle which I've grown addicted
I no longer have to be locked up in this prison
when I'm gone leave my music the way it's always been
don't molest & taint it like they did Pac & B.I.G.
& it's pronounced "VECT" in case you forgot
now shut the box & let me rot
(Chorus)
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